20 years.....amazing

Wow...I can't believe that today is my birthday. Turning 20 years old isn't somthing that happens every day. But today is that day. So bazaar. Can't really wrap my mind around that yet. The last time I entered into a new decade was when I turned 10. And that was half my life ago. Too long ago to remember. I feel like this day should be significant in some way. Like some part of my life should begin now that I am beyond my teenage years. But what is that part exactly? What's going to change? There's a quote by C.S. Lewis that says "The more we let God take us over, the more truly ourselves we become - because he made us. He invented all the different people that you and I were intended to be....It is when I turn to Christ, when I give up myself to his personality, that I first begin to have a real personality of my own." I think this is what I want most of all. I want to become more truly myself. I want to discover exactly who it is that I was created to be. I know that this is a lifelong journey of discovery and I won't figure it out overnight. But I want to really begin to press into that journey. Because I believe that whoever it is that God created me to be is so much more incredible than whoever I think I should be. The next time I see a new decade, I'll be turning 30. I am eager and excited to see what the next 10 years hold for me.....what the rest of my life holds. It should be awesome. Today was a crazy day all around. A lot of stuff happened and much didn't go as planned or hoped. But all in all...I felt very blessed today. Blessed to see my 20th birthday and to know that I am loved. It's a great feeling. Well.....goodnight everyone....I'm going to see what I can do with the last 13 minutes of my birthday. Buh bye!

Quiz time

[A is for age]: 19....but I'll be 20 in 8 days
[B is for booze of choice]: Water....tee hee.....or iced tea....sorry guys....don't drink alcohol
[C is for career:] Well right now, my "career" is a Customer Service Assistant at Pharmasave....go on...laugh at me....I'll get out of there sooner or later
[D is for your dog's name:] Kujo
[E is for essential items you use everyday:] Mascara, toothbrush....pretty much all of my bathroom stuff
[F is for favorite song(s) at the moment:] NO current favourites....although I am quite enjoying Jesus Take The Wheel by Carrie Underwood
[G is for favorite games:]Catch Phrase, Dutch Blitz....and some more
[H is for hometown:] Saskatoon, Saskatchewan
[I is for instruments you play:] Flute and sort of piano....I'm getting there
[J is for jam or jelly you like:] Strawberry
[K is for kids:] Oh yes.....I excitedly await the day when I have kids
[L is for last kiss:] Ummm......it's been over a year for sure
[M is for most admired trait:] Wow....sorry guys...there's like 235983 traits coming to my head....don't think I can narrow it down
[N is for name of your crush:] When one comes around...I'll let you know
[O is for overnight hospital stays:]Ummm....when I was younger I had an allergic reaction to something and got a bad rash and had to stay in the hospital a few nights
[P is for phobias:]Bugs, snakes, bats, anything buggish or reptilish.....Oh...and mice too
[Q is for quotes you like:] I like many quotes
[R is for biggest regret:] Ummm.....ask me if you really want to know that bad
[S is for sweets of your choice:] Chocolate, popcorn, licorice....man....pretty much any chocolate or candy or anything else unhealthy...I like it....not such a good thing I suppose
[T is for time you wake up:] 7:45
[U is for underwear:] Yes....I have underwear...your point?
[V is for vegetables you love:] Tomatoes, garden peas, carrots
[W is for worst habit:] I dunno
[X is for x-rays you've had:] My hand one time and my chest when they thought I had whooping cough one time
[Y is for yummy food you make:] Me? Cook? Ha ha!
[Z is for zodiac sign:] I believe that would be Aquarius